I don't know what is wrong with me. I had three interviews lined on Wednesday and Thursday (Today) and I didn't go to them. I get up, get showered, dressed and all but can't bring myself to go. I am scared. Scared that the people employed there are going to be 'Workplace Bullies' like at my prior job at Vet Med Consultants. I know there are worse things in life and this world and realizing this it is confusing on why Vet Med has had a lasting negative effect still in moving forward. I just do not want to go thru feeling that way ever again and I been missing interviews and just unable to make it on my first day on the job when hired because I get so scared and worried that this new workplace and the people will be like Vet Med again. I hate to say it but they really fucked me up STILL